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6.04.2007

oh man... cant believe my 100th post have to be so sad de... haix...

having my mid sem tmr le... been studying since last wk.. but still feel tt im not prepared... all e subjects are so tough now... v v tired... and i had this super duper crap nightmare... i was nearly assassinated in my hs... lucky managed to get out thru my room window and ran to the police station... but i was freaking scared la... heartbeating v fast when i opened my eyes... whole body cant move... dun dare to go out of my room... but i think i shd be alright le... but if cannot take it den maybe i will go to sch library ba... i can really feel e stress this time... last time is ppl tell me but i dun feel it... e fear of getting B's is getting stronger... i can predict all e rxn if my results dropped this sem... all e adults will be saying... nv study hard la... play too much le... watch too much tv... bf affect... haix... they nv see my hardwork den say all this... even if my parent dun scold, they oso will nag... haix... damn scared la... ppl always envy me of my results... but they nv know the stress i hv to go thru... im not a smart person... i would say im not v hardworking oso... but i am attentive and do my tuts on time... i can understand wat e tutors says abit faster but im not smart... so if ppl hv high expectations of me... it juz stresses me out... i like compliments and praises but not comforting words... who doesnt... how i wish i hv a fren who oso goes thru e same thing as me... im so near my breaking point... who can help me?? :(

smile 6/04/2007