2.03.2007
fri:
stupid lec in e morning... totally nv listen to him... only 6 of us went and only hwee sing gt listen... sad case sia... sian... somemore he overrun... we had to rush to e rm for comm skills test... haix... lucky the girls told me to write fast if not really cannot finish leh... v v v hard lor... hopefully i pass... dunno how dear got A for tt subject sia... maybe if i nv had tt interview b4 den it will be gd le... now like gt a shadow le... haix... hopefully next time when i go for uni interviews i dun need to be so stressed... i realised im super not suited for SMU bcoz they wanted ppl who are really good... i may get good results but i noe im not cut out for those big business one la... firstly i dunno wat is e industry really like now... i dun read all those financial magazines one... i dunno who are the rich and powerful ppl ard... how to survive out thr... maybe i can try to research on this ppl this holiday... well tt is if i hv determination... haha... ater tt den i decide which uni ba...
after e test we went to eat at bedok den go to bugis to shop... piang we walk for 4 hrs non stop leh... super hiong lor... in e end i nv get anything... only pf found a belt... kinda wasted la... but gd for me bcoz after tt went back with mum and sis and we gt 3 tops and 2 shorts... thr goes 90 bucks... haha... got my new specs le... pretty cute lor... but dunno acceptable anot... my previous one everyone say not nice... scary la... v v v tired day... in e end went home and slept at 1.30am... ALL bcoz of goong s and teddy tavern... haha... v nice game le... muz try it again one day... chiong one... after tt had to sleep but my mind can blank out leh... still gt stuffs to think... ya... im thinking again so it cant be smth gd ba... haha...
如果你不在我身边很久，我还会过得很好吗？我不敢说我会，因为未来真的很模糊。。。不安的感觉很多。。。我不敢阻止你做任何决定。。。只希望当你考虑时，你会想想我。。。sat:
woke up and had breakfast downstairs... miracle sia.. my sis woke up and went down with us... too bad my bro not ard... v long nv eat breakfast together le... my bro getting better le... he now talking to me more le... still will come into my room and sit... still will do stuffs for mummy... so happy sia...
anw today HOME ALONE!! haha sounds sianz sia... supposed to do alot of stuffs today de... but didnt finish anyone of them sia... crap... den youtube oso... watch until nth to watch le sia... had a little diarrhoea today... lucky not serious if not i dunno wat to do sia... how i wish dear could pei wo... not much appetite oso lor... so ate at 9 haix...moodswings pretty bad too... and 言承旭 in 白色巨塔 v nice character leh... if gt such nice doctors in hospital den good le... not say dun hv la but hope will hv more lor... haix... i was hoping e woman wun die de... coz the couple like loved each other SO much... its this kind of love tt will touched others de... and i really love it... super duper touching... in e end the girl died... i cried aLOT la... dear juz happened to call me at tt time... at first can control one leh... once i listen to dear's voice everything splash out le... haha... guess bcoz i v scared this will happen one day ba... when e husband was looking at e wife b4 she went into e OT... i alr super touched le... bcoz i always look at dear liddat... its juz a feeling tt is hard to describe...
刻苦铭心的爱情是我要追求的吗？well waiting for dear to come online if not i go sleep le ba... or chiong CMA... SIANX
smile
2/03/2007
Dear
3月 2005