6.16.2005
hehex... v v v long nv post le.... quite bz and lazy la... hahax... started sch for a mth le.... and seriously sch sucks... tot i could get rid of english lessons forever and NOW......... i actually need to finish a 60 words essay by monday... shucks.... love accounting lotz... nv choose wrong course le... but i juz cant seem to understand CSA which in short is COMPUTERS.... we actually get to learn how to design webpages during tuts... but in lectures..... we learn WAT is internet and its history... how bad can it be?.... haix.... and my macroecon tutor is e shortesr weirdo i've seen in my life.... and e worst thing is tt i cannot mix with my classmates at all.... still prefer huai yeek and zhang qian and sher... haix.... i actually msg hy tt i missed her.... only said those 3 words to my dear and sis lor... haix... can imagine how bad it is rite?... and though my bf is in e same sch.... we hardly get to see each other... maybe 3 times per wk and like abt 1 to 2 hrs each time... it sucks.... i want lun to be with me always.... although i always like angry with him... but i actually care abt him lor... i only scared he think i change too much or maybe become too sticky... den i'll lose him.... haix... I DUN WANT!!!! i cannot lose him... hope he feels e same too... quite jealous tt he now quite close to his class lor.... and I.... he say i changed alot... but i dunno lor... feel tt i more confident of myself le... presentations oso not so scared le... and dare to face up to loneliness sometimes le... and dare to speak up when doing projects and talking to strangers.... maybe not v gd... but i think there r some improvements liao... hope he understand.... haix....
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6/16/2005
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3月 2005